11 Aralık 2009 Cuma

The Change

He averted his gaze , taking in deep breath then just to contemplate what he would do .He was just on the verge of making an important decision.There was something he never had to regret in the rest of his life.Indeed , he wondered if people could change their character and attitudes.However , what he knew was that her moody type hurt him too much and cause a bleeding wound for his weak heart.

It was no point in trying to understand why she acted like this. He was not able to forget that she flared at him yesterday, making a mountain out of molehill.Possible reasons wander in his mind sympatically.Maybe , she was too exhausted to get overwork or a bad day .On the other hand , just because she had a bad day didn't give her permission to take it out on him. She had probably the blues which couldn't be told to him. It also didn't mean she could vent her anger on him.Yes , needless to say ,he's head over heels in love with her , had a crush on her beautiful presence.Of cource , he was not in unilateral relation .Sometimes , she paid her compliments and said that ' he was gentle, patient, successful ,intelligent ,caring and yes abosolutely Mr right 'After the annoyance of his girlfriend , he guessed that she used a mixture of persuasion and flattery to get what she wanted.He had to be apologized for loosing her temper.At least , if she wanted to rationalize her behaviour that was wrong , she should invent an explanation for it so that it didnt seem as bad.It was not a big deal to expect a kind of apology .Unfortunately , some of people suprisingly didn't know how to express their feelings and make excuse for their irritating behaviour , which she was absolutely one of them.He opened a window to inhale fresh air . What he needed was that his painful head had to be soothed to get over this mentioned poisonous accurence. His knowlages of establishing a beneficial relation was not questionable because of alot of books and articles he had read.No matter how you know a lot of things , you can only know as much as someone you speak with. To be honest, she had both combination , beauty and wit.Basic and simple rules of getting on well was surelly known by her clever brain. But , he was not able to figure out how she could omit this kind of behaviours.

It seemed that all thoughts in his mind could eat him alive if he went on being silence. Did he have to let them go or to bring himself to forget them .In fact , the forgiveness didn't always play its role if someone continue to make their mistakes. For her own sake , a brilliant way he had to find could show how this attitudes totatly injure people. Maybe , he could do what she have done before in the face of suitable condition. Rather than giving positive motivation , this kind of behaviours were taken as a punishment. She was able to think of his revenge.It was the worst thing to make her feel like that he hold grudge.How could he bring about a change in attitudes? However , it could be a wonderful way to articulate his painful predicament.At the same time , he was afraid to get failures of the talks which could cause catastrophic consequences. The prospect of misunderstanding terrified him too much. Because , there are alot of problems in communicating with people.For instance , It depends on how you could tell or how they could understand your words . He didn't suppose that all of his words would have an impact on her heart So , there was only one way he could choose

His eyes slightly was shinning in excitement .As wawes breaking on the shore , he finally managed to comfort his painful soul. After a comtemplative mood , he surely knew that he could only change one person . Yes , there was only one person he could make changes .He had to change himself at first . It was quite diffucult way he had choose and sacrifice himself for his precious love. It was also brave enought to put up with the agony of changing himself.In order to be a mirror showing true ,he would endeavor to get rid of his bad attitudes.In fact , rather than what we said , people paid attention to what we do .