He was shaken to the core.It was obvious that even one glance at her photo cause him to feel as if all things was complately changed in the shining misty smoke and also was painted in the colour of rainbow.This irrepressable feeling had to be a platonic love or perhaps an unknown illness about heart.
He hadn't got neither the enought power nor the encouragement to tell how much he was helpless at this feeling by looking at her eyes.It was realy ironic that he was accustomed to be complimented on the way he spoke to the crowded people.There was no doubt that he was just kind of one who was good at making speeches and persuading people. Somehow,it didnt work out when he was trying to articulate this indescrabable feeling. Whenever he was brave enought to speak to this beautiful lady, her captivating eyes started melting him totally.Whenever he was trying to express what he want to tell by closing his eyes, her intoxicating smell and soft velvety voice make his tongue stick to his throat. To sum up, every single cells of her beautiful existance ignite the uncontrollable flame over his body with five senses.It was not only the enthusiasm but also being afraid of facing the lose of their friendship. With passing this thin line, everything could be turned into an irrevocable situation.Maybe, the life was realy a risk.He had to make his mind up about choosing between taking the risk of the lose of his friend and going on making friend forever.It seem that he couldn't no longer overcome his pent-up feelings about this precious presence.Overwhelming thoughts inevetibaly wander in his mind and drift him to writhe in agony. It was just on the verge of making a decison which would play a big role in the rest of his life.
What he needed to do was to take a deep breath and control his composure.The pain of his heart was par for the course in the long-term hidden love.With thirsty mouth, he looked for the necessity and the medicine in the desert of her eyes over and over again.How could it also be explained that her eyes sometimes looked as if they were choked in the blue ocean of his eyes. However, there was no one signal to change this mutual conversation of eyes into words out of their mouths.He had been never in favour of drawing melancholy pictures of life at the same time.To be able to see the world in the half full of glass, it gave him an extra boost.After being friend in three years, of course, Man had to be first one who would took a step to dwell on the storm in heart. If he told her up front what happened, everything could be more easier.To be honest, something magic took place in the last three months and, this romantic feeling progressivly increased till the big day he planed on.He had to take all probilities into account and get ready for being declined at all. ' Oh lady , how could you put me in this situation so that I found myself in a predicament ' he said. Whether or not it would be fair, he had to be in charge of whole shebang and , didnt let any silly things mess her friendship up.Furthermore, why did he had to be forced to select one of them , being a darling and losing her friendship.If she easly accepted to lose him, this behaviour would told something to the effect that it was not worth loving her.
The day he would told his more pure and clean feeling about her was realy a candidate of rite of passage.It would be expected too much things if he was lucky enought to get ‘true love’. Because, the appetite in heart need to change the love and, the love of mortal someone was only one of conditions for satisfaction.
He hadn't got neither the enought power nor the encouragement to tell how much he was helpless at this feeling by looking at her eyes.It was realy ironic that he was accustomed to be complimented on the way he spoke to the crowded people.There was no doubt that he was just kind of one who was good at making speeches and persuading people. Somehow,it didnt work out when he was trying to articulate this indescrabable feeling. Whenever he was brave enought to speak to this beautiful lady, her captivating eyes started melting him totally.Whenever he was trying to express what he want to tell by closing his eyes, her intoxicating smell and soft velvety voice make his tongue stick to his throat. To sum up, every single cells of her beautiful existance ignite the uncontrollable flame over his body with five senses.It was not only the enthusiasm but also being afraid of facing the lose of their friendship. With passing this thin line, everything could be turned into an irrevocable situation.Maybe, the life was realy a risk.He had to make his mind up about choosing between taking the risk of the lose of his friend and going on making friend forever.It seem that he couldn't no longer overcome his pent-up feelings about this precious presence.Overwhelming thoughts inevetibaly wander in his mind and drift him to writhe in agony. It was just on the verge of making a decison which would play a big role in the rest of his life.
What he needed to do was to take a deep breath and control his composure.The pain of his heart was par for the course in the long-term hidden love.With thirsty mouth, he looked for the necessity and the medicine in the desert of her eyes over and over again.How could it also be explained that her eyes sometimes looked as if they were choked in the blue ocean of his eyes. However, there was no one signal to change this mutual conversation of eyes into words out of their mouths.He had been never in favour of drawing melancholy pictures of life at the same time.To be able to see the world in the half full of glass, it gave him an extra boost.After being friend in three years, of course, Man had to be first one who would took a step to dwell on the storm in heart. If he told her up front what happened, everything could be more easier.To be honest, something magic took place in the last three months and, this romantic feeling progressivly increased till the big day he planed on.He had to take all probilities into account and get ready for being declined at all. ' Oh lady , how could you put me in this situation so that I found myself in a predicament ' he said. Whether or not it would be fair, he had to be in charge of whole shebang and , didnt let any silly things mess her friendship up.Furthermore, why did he had to be forced to select one of them , being a darling and losing her friendship.If she easly accepted to lose him, this behaviour would told something to the effect that it was not worth loving her.
The day he would told his more pure and clean feeling about her was realy a candidate of rite of passage.It would be expected too much things if he was lucky enought to get ‘true love’. Because, the appetite in heart need to change the love and, the love of mortal someone was only one of conditions for satisfaction.
