After a long diffucult journey

After a long diffucult journey, he decided to take a break along side of this nearby river at midday. The nature was incredibly beautiful in front of him. The sound of river' s water flowing over there totally southed his soul. The mixture of colourful trees and flowers in harmony gave him a wonderful feast for his tired eyes..

Loneliness was sometimes a precious gift for human being he whispered. With the abashed expression on his face , he suddenly noticed that there was a table hanging from a small tree's branch. Of course, the table didn't make him astonished, but what it was written. It was " eating stones was forbidden in the cave ". It looked utterly ridiculous. How could a man eat a stone ? He firstly thought there was someone who want him to be fooled or make merely a silly joke. Howover, the curiosity of conquireing elusiveness provide the impetus to mystreous cave. In fact, he was just on the eve of putting an end of some questions digging his mind. A long distance travelling would suffice to focus on what he would do by leaving where he live.That’s why he was at the unknown place where he was trying to rest. He had to make a decision about his life and then maintain the determination in the rest of his life.

The lure of finding the reason of illogical caution led him to the cave. What he had to do was just that he followed the sing over tablets that show where the cave was. While passing each of tablets amidst trees, he thought of why he was so willing to know something strange , which was entirely implausible. Did it mean that he would spent his time learning almost nothing and making effort in vain? Rather than remaining uncertain and unknown , this absurd sentence hadn’t to be beyond his comprehension. Despite the fact he could be trapped , as for himself, It would be worth taking a risk and then satisfy the necessity of learning crazy words. Finally , he could reach the cave that he was be able to grasp why it was written .When he looked into cave , he couldn’t help getting goose pump all over his body. The fate played its role again and then secondly, something odd thing happened to him. In this isolated place and in enough big cave, his worried eyes were protruding from their cage at what he saw.

There was an old man who was wearing complately white dress in the center of this cave.With white beard and white dress as well, he lightened the dark cave like a candle. Young man was not able to believe what he see. How could this wise old man be in there and, moreover, his dress looked totally cleaned in the dusty isolated environtment.

All he saw had to be a dream or an illusion. He pinched himself to wake up in the implausible dream. By gathering all of his encouragement, he wanted to ask the meaning of the sentences written on the tablet.Suddenly , The old man, stayed without motion like a statue , started to look at him with his piercing eyes.

- " Hey , my son, will you ask me what the sentence is meaning over the tablet " old man asked.

Young man felt his shivering body. The old man had to read his mind so that this question was asked to him. The young man took a deep breath and subsequenly, he could say " yes ". He couldn't figure out why he felt excited too much and somewhat scared at the same time.

The old wise man continue to tell the reality of the absurd sentences.
" My son , there are two reasons why this sentences were written on the tablet.Firstly, It must be weird so that you will have to be attracted to come the cave. "

The old man was absolutely all right. As a magnet, he found himself to be pulled into this cave.

With his impressive voice, Old man continue to tell. " My son, secondly,
You have searched true love for a lot of years. It is not possible to find it in the possession, mortal one or insatiable desires. Even if we are not able to ignore them , they are not enought for soul. My son, you can't satisfy your hunger by eating stones."

Old man slowly standed up and added " It is time all words came to the end.It is no point speaking too much.Right now, go back to your home and think of what I say "

After a long diffucult journey, those who came into this mysterious cave found the reality of their existance at the end. Maybe, people can easly find a cave in their own heart where blossom the seed of hapiness. That something we see is too far away can be so close.

Breakup

Now that she though of it , how could she be so silly to believe that she was be able to live with him for a long life time. All possible beautiful things were given to him without any expectations in return but just a love. The pang of her heart inevidably forced her captivating eyes and finally, the pain turned into bleeding tears.

The ache of separation made her face totally drenched with the warm water of sore eyes. All of good memories and beautiful events between them in her mind became meaningless. After last betrayal, she was quite sure she had never ever understood other gender at all. It was so diffucult for her to grasp how he could be ridiculously heartless. She felt as if she was only one he wanted to have fun, just being a material like a toy on his hands. Suddenly ,
with her shivering hands, she started tearing up all photos, letters and threw them away . Even the mention of his name started her fuming. What was meaning of “ I don’t love you “ after they spend their privileged time making friends, which was likely to be more than friendship. “ I hate you . I hate the way you play with me and threw me away as rubbish .You all men are just garbage.” she shouted .

There was the light of another room , a life at different home. His swollen and red eyes stand still and focused on the ceiling. He had to be careful before he did anything rash. After all, he would have to live with himself afterwards. As a stabbed wound , He felt a deep pain over his chest. He couldn’t be aware of how his face was washed while lying on the bed. There was no doubt that he had been romantically involved with the princess of his heart.At his eyes , the sunrise was so distinctive.Flowers smiled differently and, birds were chirping perfectly when he was with her. Unfortunately ,he was no longer right to stole her life after learning this merciless new.

There was no way to run away from the painful fact in his desnity. He felt like his body was complately trembling when his doctor uttered that he was in incurabble disease. He didnt want her to say he was on the verge of endless travel. It was not possible for him to keep her busy by waiting more or less the foreseeable future. However, she had to get a family with a lot of cute children. Hence, their relation had to be finsihed on the pretext of denial of his love. Perhaps, their love would trasform into an intense hatred for her. At the end, she would get it off and then find a hapiness in diffrent heart.

( From a Turkish moive )

illness

Everybody should be their own doctor. According to the last new I have read in a daily newspaper, Women live more than men.One of main reasons is that men don't take their healthy proplems serious and then don't go to a doctor as much as women go to.

It is no doubt that I am one of those who believe people have to put up with some healthy diffuculties as much as they can do.I am not in favour of taking a bunch of medicines while getting some of minor problems in my body such as headache , getting a little bit temperature etc.Instead of taking medicines, natural ways can be kept to make us get better.For instance , drinking fruit juice generally help protect us from possible illness. That is why the water of orange is indispensible for me in this cold weather due to the flu.

Hovewer, nobady wants to go to a doctor. Ignoring the medicine science at all is just out of the question, utterly ridiculous. The early a diagnosis of disease is obtained in an authentic machine, The effective we can be cured in certain sickness. So , much as I support the alternative medicine, nothing could be pretex for the negligence of going to a doctor. By writing alternative medicine , I want to tell you that It is just about a protective treatment before getting an illness.

As you know, theoritical datas and knowledge don't always play their roles in the paractical process. Going to the doctor really unnerves me. I try to avoid it like the plague. Nonetheless, there is a saying in my country that God desn't make anybody need to see a doctor but not being without a doctor. I know you all agree with me that a good doctor who get his job perfectly cannot be valued in the words. We always respect them and appreciate what they do in case they don’t think of money too much.

I think I'm coming down with a cold a little bit. I don’t know if the flue spread from one person to another through casual contact. No matter how much you take precautions to prevent a disease, sooner or later, you will have been a lucky person at least once a year.Right now , I am drinking a cup of lime tea while writting this essay.At the end of my words , I have a question for you . Can u guess whether I went to a doctor after reading my writing?

Mountain and Cliff

A baby was born by crying . This was the first pain and scream as well for him in the world. With a sinless face, He was trying to utter " Hello " in the first page of his life calendar. A new life waited for him in the mixing of joy and sorrow.

A huge plane tree was about to fall in all of his expreince. At the corner of hospital, a farewell song was murmured by his shivering lip. A double of dull eyes on his pale face stand still as if the beam of shinning tunnel pulled him into infinity.

The sun rose in the sky , which was streaming through the windows.It was time people woke up and get ready for their work.The begining of day gave them a fresh hope and a warm joy

Somewhere at the world , stars were slowly winking on and off. Someone whose face was touched by a gentle wind was looking at the reflection of the luna crescent on the ocean.

A lot of flowers were fed in the paradise.With the love cement, A bridge was willingly build among poeple' hearts. Hopefully, the goodness still tried to take over the world.

The desire and insatiable lust distincly tried to harm him with sheer malice. The dreadful laught echoes in the evil mind. The trembling light cast the dirty shadow of badness on the soul.

Nowhere did you come acroos the ebb and flow of fight in his heart , which it put him in a predicament. He wasn't intented to make this situation exaggerate in vague words , nor he wanted to travilaze it totally. Howover, he had to appreciate the significance of keeping his word. Right now, he was more determined not to fall back as he had done before. Having made a promise, nothing could excuse that kind of selfish and unreliable behaviour.

Did he always paractise what he preached? Whiteness and blackness went on existing in the life. The angel hadn't won a victory against the devil yet. Suddenly, he felt goose bump all over his body because of a de facto state of his life, conjuring up the reality of passing away. What he had to do was just to come to the end of this dilemma.

While birds were chirping, the intoxicating fragrance started covering all room besides his nose , which made him enought relieved as of this moment.The sun showed its warm face under dark clouds.The colour of goodness should have been painted on every single cells of his body so far. It was absolutely a milestone of release for eternity. Without the denial of struggle inside him, he would make himself get better by pure willpower. After all, he was supposed to be capable of remaining the delicate line between anxious and hope.

A few notes with new year

There is always a hope in the life if we don't give our last breath. The separation generally make me sad and unavodiably drift me in the melancholy mode. While the beginning of 2011, what did this man do himself and for the rest of his existance under the blue sky?

This question seeem strange for some of us.Instead of having fun to get a new year, what is my problem and, what I am trying to tell. Needless to say, enjoyment is one of main sources in our life. However, is only an entartainment for a good start in the beginning of new year the best choice for us? The english use a wonderful word in their language , which it is just what I want to tell.

It is " resolution ". Resolution means that we make promises to improve ourselves. I am not a kind of one who believe we have to wait for the begening of new year to make a positive change in our life. Without necessarily supporting New Year’s resolutions too much, I find them such a good chance for us if we keep them in our mind. Whether or not we want to do new things, we have already started a new year. Of course, it inevitably remind us a new start if we look at the celender on the wall.

If you ask me what are my resolutions.Actually , I don’t want to make a big promise I am not able to keep my words. On the other hand, It seem that one of them must be a selection from my bad behaviours.Yes, I have to choose one of my bad behaviours at this year and then give up it as soon as possible.Hey , pls , don’t underestimate my words.Sometimes, it is hightly diffucult to finish some of them as you know. First of all , we should be aware of our own mistakes.Without skipping this reality, we have to say “ I am fallible as human being. “

By sipping my hot tea, I am looking out of window to see the street.The weather becomes guite cold. Being able to live all of seasons in my country is realy an indescribable bliss and a priceless gift from God.If we say “ carpe diem “ , each of beauties around us should be realized in every seasons. Even a snowman hasn’t said me “ hello “ since I saw the first snowfall last month.The pristine whiteness of snow hasn’t covered all of ground yet.It is no doubt that not only do we human need the snow but flowers, trees etc which are to give us enought fruits.

There is a white page on my secreen like this new year. I want to resume writing my essay in english after being away a little bit. I can easly guess that nobay will read this lines.if someone read this page, okay, well done. It can only make me happy. If not , okay , everything will be good. What I did by writing is just to speak my own on and improve my english level. I greet those warmly who read this page in advance.

I strongly emhasize that a fresh new on tv made me worried. I am not able to pass this event in the arcticle without mentioned. A thousand of dead birds were found at somewhere in Usa.What make them kill is just unknown now. Scientists research this horrible topic. I am afraid Global warming and pollution will reveal in front us as the main answer for the dreadful thereof. We all should pay attentein and find an immediate solution. We never forget that there is only one planet we can live.

At the end of this writing, I wish you a wonderful new year again.I hope it will bring joy, health and money to you .May this new year give peace ,wealth,love and hapiness to our old world .Pls, take care of yourself.

Autumn & Leaves

WITHOUT NOTICING WHEN I WAKE UP
FABOLOUS SEASON KNOCK THE DOOR OF MY HEART
WELCOME TO AUTUMN IN MY SOUL
TO TAKE ME IN THE MIRACLE OF MAGIC LAND

BECAUSE OF UNEXPECTING CONFRONTATION
IT GAVE CHILL WHOLE MY BODY
THIS IS AN AVOIDABLE PHENOMENON
A NO NAMED LOVE START BETWEEN US

OH MY REWARD MADE OF GOLD
THIS IS A WONDERFUL CREMONY GIVEN TO ME
BEAUTIFUL QUEEN MUST HAVE COPIED HER ELİXER
TREES COULD ONLY BE PRESENTED PERFECTLY
PITILESS LADY WITH CHARMING EYES

IT COULD STUCK ME FOR EVER
AFTER MISTY SECREEN WITH MY DREAMS OF NIGHT
REVEAL WONDERFUL COLOURS DANCING FRONT OF ME
A SUDDEN SCENE CHANGING MAKE ME SURPRISE

WHAT IS MYSTERY CONDITION AND BEHAVIOUR
BLUE SKY TREMBLE TO SUFFERING NATURE
WHIMPER COVER EVERYWHERE
A SONG OF SEPARATENESS WITH GRIEF

MY MEMORIES WHISPERING AND LEAVES RUSTLING
TO BE MIXED IN THE STRANGE FATE
A COLD WIND BLOW TO TAKE ALL DARK BETRAYAL
FLEW ALL MOURNFUL WOUNDS TO REFLECT THE SOUL

IT IS NOT THE TIME TO REFRAIN
SCARLET RUSTY LEAVES FALL DOWN ONE BY ONE
YOU CANT FIND THIS HARMONY
BLEEDING TEARS DROP ONE BY ONE

A CRUEL GIANT OF LIFE CANT CRUSH
HEAR THE FOOTFALLS OF WINTER
EACH FALLS AND EACH DROPS
TO SPROUT IN THE NEXT SHINING SPRING

I LOOKED AT THIS BEAUTY AGAIN
A SCREAM WİTH MY ARM OPENING WİDELY
WHOLE SKY AND GROUND HEAR THIS VOICE
MEN ALSO CRY……

I HAVE GOT A PAIN IN MY HEART
I DONT KNOW WHETHER I CAN SEE
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE AUTUMN
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE MY DARLING

Welcome Autumn

I am of the opinion that somethings important must be written over and over again so that we human can know how valuable they are. Of course, new words ,style and different angles have to be included in the topic if we dont want to cause the repitation.

Autumn is realy one of topics I have never been tired of writing about. To tell the truth, it is impossible for me not to be impressed by the change of environtment.The colourful festival of nature inevidably fascinate those who can look around and keep away from the bustling life a little bit.It is absolutely worth watching the ceremony of leaves painted in green ,rusty scarlet and yellow colour.

In order not to skip this privileged time, we have to take nature photos and view all beauties of colourful forest.

This season also remind us the separation. Afer long sunny days, nature will be ready to get a farewell party.The weather start becoming far colder than the summer’s one we complained about too much.I am enought sure we will look forward to getting hot weather during cold winter.With coming autumn, a bleeding wound cover our hearts to separate from wonderful days and holiday.

The sorrow take place in the center of nature.Everything in autumn are painted in the colour of separation.Two darlings break up with each other. With longing for being together again, their yellow faces are enought self explanatory in the lyric of love songs.

The fall represent the fact of getting older at the same time.Before the winter season, the trees start being full of yellow leaves.They evoke us the one who has got grey hair.In autumn, nature look as if it went to a long journey.

This season is not meaning of the end.It is because there is certainly a life after death.The nature give us a lesson with the spring season coming after winter.

The autumn is a magic land made from golden.It is a main source of poems , the inspiration of romanticism.People realize the reality of separation in the life such as the breath we inhale and exhale.

Of course, not only the breath doesn't separate from us without saying goodbye but most of things we have got in the world.Autumn make us value the time,friendship,sharing and espacially give us the awareness of love.Before separation, it remind us to value all of good things we haven't noticed so far.