After a long diffucult journey

After a long diffucult journey, he decided to take a break along side of this nearby river at midday. The nature was incredibly beautiful in front of him. The sound of river' s water flowing over there totally southed his soul. The mixture of colourful trees and flowers in harmony gave him a wonderful feast for his tired eyes..

Loneliness was sometimes a precious gift for human being he whispered. With the abashed expression on his face , he suddenly noticed that there was a table hanging from a small tree's branch. Of course, the table didn't make him astonished, but what it was written. It was " eating stones was forbidden in the cave ". It looked utterly ridiculous. How could a man eat a stone ? He firstly thought there was someone who want him to be fooled or make merely a silly joke. Howover, the curiosity of conquireing elusiveness provide the impetus to mystreous cave. In fact, he was just on the eve of putting an end of some questions digging his mind. A long distance travelling would suffice to focus on what he would do by leaving where he live.That’s why he was at the unknown place where he was trying to rest. He had to make a decision about his life and then maintain the determination in the rest of his life.

The lure of finding the reason of illogical caution led him to the cave. What he had to do was just that he followed the sing over tablets that show where the cave was. While passing each of tablets amidst trees, he thought of why he was so willing to know something strange , which was entirely implausible. Did it mean that he would spent his time learning almost nothing and making effort in vain? Rather than remaining uncertain and unknown , this absurd sentence hadn’t to be beyond his comprehension. Despite the fact he could be trapped , as for himself, It would be worth taking a risk and then satisfy the necessity of learning crazy words. Finally , he could reach the cave that he was be able to grasp why it was written .When he looked into cave , he couldn’t help getting goose pump all over his body. The fate played its role again and then secondly, something odd thing happened to him. In this isolated place and in enough big cave, his worried eyes were protruding from their cage at what he saw.

There was an old man who was wearing complately white dress in the center of this cave.With white beard and white dress as well, he lightened the dark cave like a candle. Young man was not able to believe what he see. How could this wise old man be in there and, moreover, his dress looked totally cleaned in the dusty isolated environtment.

All he saw had to be a dream or an illusion. He pinched himself to wake up in the implausible dream. By gathering all of his encouragement, he wanted to ask the meaning of the sentences written on the tablet.Suddenly , The old man, stayed without motion like a statue , started to look at him with his piercing eyes.

- " Hey , my son, will you ask me what the sentence is meaning over the tablet " old man asked.

Young man felt his shivering body. The old man had to read his mind so that this question was asked to him. The young man took a deep breath and subsequenly, he could say " yes ". He couldn't figure out why he felt excited too much and somewhat scared at the same time.

The old wise man continue to tell the reality of the absurd sentences.
" My son , there are two reasons why this sentences were written on the tablet.Firstly, It must be weird so that you will have to be attracted to come the cave. "

The old man was absolutely all right. As a magnet, he found himself to be pulled into this cave.

With his impressive voice, Old man continue to tell. " My son, secondly,
You have searched true love for a lot of years. It is not possible to find it in the possession, mortal one or insatiable desires. Even if we are not able to ignore them , they are not enought for soul. My son, you can't satisfy your hunger by eating stones."

Old man slowly standed up and added " It is time all words came to the end.It is no point speaking too much.Right now, go back to your home and think of what I say "

After a long diffucult journey, those who came into this mysterious cave found the reality of their existance at the end. Maybe, people can easly find a cave in their own heart where blossom the seed of hapiness. That something we see is too far away can be so close.

Breakup

Now that she though of it , how could she be so silly to believe that she was be able to live with him for a long life time. All possible beautiful things were given to him without any expectations in return but just a love. The pang of her heart inevidably forced her captivating eyes and finally, the pain turned into bleeding tears.

The ache of separation made her face totally drenched with the warm water of sore eyes. All of good memories and beautiful events between them in her mind became meaningless. After last betrayal, she was quite sure she had never ever understood other gender at all. It was so diffucult for her to grasp how he could be ridiculously heartless. She felt as if she was only one he wanted to have fun, just being a material like a toy on his hands. Suddenly ,
with her shivering hands, she started tearing up all photos, letters and threw them away . Even the mention of his name started her fuming. What was meaning of “ I don’t love you “ after they spend their privileged time making friends, which was likely to be more than friendship. “ I hate you . I hate the way you play with me and threw me away as rubbish .You all men are just garbage.” she shouted .

There was the light of another room , a life at different home. His swollen and red eyes stand still and focused on the ceiling. He had to be careful before he did anything rash. After all, he would have to live with himself afterwards. As a stabbed wound , He felt a deep pain over his chest. He couldn’t be aware of how his face was washed while lying on the bed. There was no doubt that he had been romantically involved with the princess of his heart.At his eyes , the sunrise was so distinctive.Flowers smiled differently and, birds were chirping perfectly when he was with her. Unfortunately ,he was no longer right to stole her life after learning this merciless new.

There was no way to run away from the painful fact in his desnity. He felt like his body was complately trembling when his doctor uttered that he was in incurabble disease. He didnt want her to say he was on the verge of endless travel. It was not possible for him to keep her busy by waiting more or less the foreseeable future. However, she had to get a family with a lot of cute children. Hence, their relation had to be finsihed on the pretext of denial of his love. Perhaps, their love would trasform into an intense hatred for her. At the end, she would get it off and then find a hapiness in diffrent heart.

( From a Turkish moive )

illness

Everybody should be their own doctor. According to the last new I have read in a daily newspaper, Women live more than men.One of main reasons is that men don't take their healthy proplems serious and then don't go to a doctor as much as women go to.

It is no doubt that I am one of those who believe people have to put up with some healthy diffuculties as much as they can do.I am not in favour of taking a bunch of medicines while getting some of minor problems in my body such as headache , getting a little bit temperature etc.Instead of taking medicines, natural ways can be kept to make us get better.For instance , drinking fruit juice generally help protect us from possible illness. That is why the water of orange is indispensible for me in this cold weather due to the flu.

Hovewer, nobady wants to go to a doctor. Ignoring the medicine science at all is just out of the question, utterly ridiculous. The early a diagnosis of disease is obtained in an authentic machine, The effective we can be cured in certain sickness. So , much as I support the alternative medicine, nothing could be pretex for the negligence of going to a doctor. By writing alternative medicine , I want to tell you that It is just about a protective treatment before getting an illness.

As you know, theoritical datas and knowledge don't always play their roles in the paractical process. Going to the doctor really unnerves me. I try to avoid it like the plague. Nonetheless, there is a saying in my country that God desn't make anybody need to see a doctor but not being without a doctor. I know you all agree with me that a good doctor who get his job perfectly cannot be valued in the words. We always respect them and appreciate what they do in case they don’t think of money too much.

I think I'm coming down with a cold a little bit. I don’t know if the flue spread from one person to another through casual contact. No matter how much you take precautions to prevent a disease, sooner or later, you will have been a lucky person at least once a year.Right now , I am drinking a cup of lime tea while writting this essay.At the end of my words , I have a question for you . Can u guess whether I went to a doctor after reading my writing?

Mountain and Cliff

A baby was born by crying . This was the first pain and scream as well for him in the world. With a sinless face, He was trying to utter " Hello " in the first page of his life calendar. A new life waited for him in the mixing of joy and sorrow.

A huge plane tree was about to fall in all of his expreince. At the corner of hospital, a farewell song was murmured by his shivering lip. A double of dull eyes on his pale face stand still as if the beam of shinning tunnel pulled him into infinity.

The sun rose in the sky , which was streaming through the windows.It was time people woke up and get ready for their work.The begining of day gave them a fresh hope and a warm joy

Somewhere at the world , stars were slowly winking on and off. Someone whose face was touched by a gentle wind was looking at the reflection of the luna crescent on the ocean.

A lot of flowers were fed in the paradise.With the love cement, A bridge was willingly build among poeple' hearts. Hopefully, the goodness still tried to take over the world.

The desire and insatiable lust distincly tried to harm him with sheer malice. The dreadful laught echoes in the evil mind. The trembling light cast the dirty shadow of badness on the soul.

Nowhere did you come acroos the ebb and flow of fight in his heart , which it put him in a predicament. He wasn't intented to make this situation exaggerate in vague words , nor he wanted to travilaze it totally. Howover, he had to appreciate the significance of keeping his word. Right now, he was more determined not to fall back as he had done before. Having made a promise, nothing could excuse that kind of selfish and unreliable behaviour.

Did he always paractise what he preached? Whiteness and blackness went on existing in the life. The angel hadn't won a victory against the devil yet. Suddenly, he felt goose bump all over his body because of a de facto state of his life, conjuring up the reality of passing away. What he had to do was just to come to the end of this dilemma.

While birds were chirping, the intoxicating fragrance started covering all room besides his nose , which made him enought relieved as of this moment.The sun showed its warm face under dark clouds.The colour of goodness should have been painted on every single cells of his body so far. It was absolutely a milestone of release for eternity. Without the denial of struggle inside him, he would make himself get better by pure willpower. After all, he was supposed to be capable of remaining the delicate line between anxious and hope.

A few notes with new year

There is always a hope in the life if we don't give our last breath. The separation generally make me sad and unavodiably drift me in the melancholy mode. While the beginning of 2011, what did this man do himself and for the rest of his existance under the blue sky?

This question seeem strange for some of us.Instead of having fun to get a new year, what is my problem and, what I am trying to tell. Needless to say, enjoyment is one of main sources in our life. However, is only an entartainment for a good start in the beginning of new year the best choice for us? The english use a wonderful word in their language , which it is just what I want to tell.

It is " resolution ". Resolution means that we make promises to improve ourselves. I am not a kind of one who believe we have to wait for the begening of new year to make a positive change in our life. Without necessarily supporting New Year’s resolutions too much, I find them such a good chance for us if we keep them in our mind. Whether or not we want to do new things, we have already started a new year. Of course, it inevitably remind us a new start if we look at the celender on the wall.

If you ask me what are my resolutions.Actually , I don’t want to make a big promise I am not able to keep my words. On the other hand, It seem that one of them must be a selection from my bad behaviours.Yes, I have to choose one of my bad behaviours at this year and then give up it as soon as possible.Hey , pls , don’t underestimate my words.Sometimes, it is hightly diffucult to finish some of them as you know. First of all , we should be aware of our own mistakes.Without skipping this reality, we have to say “ I am fallible as human being. “

By sipping my hot tea, I am looking out of window to see the street.The weather becomes guite cold. Being able to live all of seasons in my country is realy an indescribable bliss and a priceless gift from God.If we say “ carpe diem “ , each of beauties around us should be realized in every seasons. Even a snowman hasn’t said me “ hello “ since I saw the first snowfall last month.The pristine whiteness of snow hasn’t covered all of ground yet.It is no doubt that not only do we human need the snow but flowers, trees etc which are to give us enought fruits.

There is a white page on my secreen like this new year. I want to resume writing my essay in english after being away a little bit. I can easly guess that nobay will read this lines.if someone read this page, okay, well done. It can only make me happy. If not , okay , everything will be good. What I did by writing is just to speak my own on and improve my english level. I greet those warmly who read this page in advance.

I strongly emhasize that a fresh new on tv made me worried. I am not able to pass this event in the arcticle without mentioned. A thousand of dead birds were found at somewhere in Usa.What make them kill is just unknown now. Scientists research this horrible topic. I am afraid Global warming and pollution will reveal in front us as the main answer for the dreadful thereof. We all should pay attentein and find an immediate solution. We never forget that there is only one planet we can live.

At the end of this writing, I wish you a wonderful new year again.I hope it will bring joy, health and money to you .May this new year give peace ,wealth,love and hapiness to our old world .Pls, take care of yourself.

Autumn & Leaves

WITHOUT NOTICING WHEN I WAKE UP
FABOLOUS SEASON KNOCK THE DOOR OF MY HEART
WELCOME TO AUTUMN IN MY SOUL
TO TAKE ME IN THE MIRACLE OF MAGIC LAND

BECAUSE OF UNEXPECTING CONFRONTATION
IT GAVE CHILL WHOLE MY BODY
THIS IS AN AVOIDABLE PHENOMENON
A NO NAMED LOVE START BETWEEN US

OH MY REWARD MADE OF GOLD
THIS IS A WONDERFUL CREMONY GIVEN TO ME
BEAUTIFUL QUEEN MUST HAVE COPIED HER ELİXER
TREES COULD ONLY BE PRESENTED PERFECTLY
PITILESS LADY WITH CHARMING EYES

IT COULD STUCK ME FOR EVER
AFTER MISTY SECREEN WITH MY DREAMS OF NIGHT
REVEAL WONDERFUL COLOURS DANCING FRONT OF ME
A SUDDEN SCENE CHANGING MAKE ME SURPRISE

WHAT IS MYSTERY CONDITION AND BEHAVIOUR
BLUE SKY TREMBLE TO SUFFERING NATURE
WHIMPER COVER EVERYWHERE
A SONG OF SEPARATENESS WITH GRIEF

MY MEMORIES WHISPERING AND LEAVES RUSTLING
TO BE MIXED IN THE STRANGE FATE
A COLD WIND BLOW TO TAKE ALL DARK BETRAYAL
FLEW ALL MOURNFUL WOUNDS TO REFLECT THE SOUL

IT IS NOT THE TIME TO REFRAIN
SCARLET RUSTY LEAVES FALL DOWN ONE BY ONE
YOU CANT FIND THIS HARMONY
BLEEDING TEARS DROP ONE BY ONE

A CRUEL GIANT OF LIFE CANT CRUSH
HEAR THE FOOTFALLS OF WINTER
EACH FALLS AND EACH DROPS
TO SPROUT IN THE NEXT SHINING SPRING

I LOOKED AT THIS BEAUTY AGAIN
A SCREAM WİTH MY ARM OPENING WİDELY
WHOLE SKY AND GROUND HEAR THIS VOICE
MEN ALSO CRY……

I HAVE GOT A PAIN IN MY HEART
I DONT KNOW WHETHER I CAN SEE
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE AUTUMN
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE MY DARLING

Welcome Autumn

I am of the opinion that somethings important must be written over and over again so that we human can know how valuable they are. Of course, new words ,style and different angles have to be included in the topic if we dont want to cause the repitation.

Autumn is realy one of topics I have never been tired of writing about. To tell the truth, it is impossible for me not to be impressed by the change of environtment.The colourful festival of nature inevidably fascinate those who can look around and keep away from the bustling life a little bit.It is absolutely worth watching the ceremony of leaves painted in green ,rusty scarlet and yellow colour.

In order not to skip this privileged time, we have to take nature photos and view all beauties of colourful forest.

This season also remind us the separation. Afer long sunny days, nature will be ready to get a farewell party.The weather start becoming far colder than the summer’s one we complained about too much.I am enought sure we will look forward to getting hot weather during cold winter.With coming autumn, a bleeding wound cover our hearts to separate from wonderful days and holiday.

The sorrow take place in the center of nature.Everything in autumn are painted in the colour of separation.Two darlings break up with each other. With longing for being together again, their yellow faces are enought self explanatory in the lyric of love songs.

The fall represent the fact of getting older at the same time.Before the winter season, the trees start being full of yellow leaves.They evoke us the one who has got grey hair.In autumn, nature look as if it went to a long journey.

This season is not meaning of the end.It is because there is certainly a life after death.The nature give us a lesson with the spring season coming after winter.

The autumn is a magic land made from golden.It is a main source of poems , the inspiration of romanticism.People realize the reality of separation in the life such as the breath we inhale and exhale.

Of course, not only the breath doesn't separate from us without saying goodbye but most of things we have got in the world.Autumn make us value the time,friendship,sharing and espacially give us the awareness of love.Before separation, it remind us to value all of good things we haven't noticed so far.

A consequence of freedoom

‘’ Today is realy a wonderful sunny day ‘ ‘ he said cheerfully. It was just the time he had to drive the motorcycle that belong to one of his close friends. He thought that there was no difference between bicycle and motorbike. At least , they both had got two wheels. It was not diffucult to convince his friend of lending the magic motor moster.

It would be a wonderful combination of the energy of his youth and the power of the motorbike. After making practice a few times, He felt brave enought to drive it. '’ I am better off wearing my bluejean and white thought shirt and of course , a sunglasses will perfectly fit this garments '' he said by himself. Indeed, flaunting wasn't absolutely one of his characters. On the other hand, he was not only a young man to ride the motorbike.What he felt was to be so excited at the first usage in public. With a smile on his face, he surely knew what was his real intention. He had a last look at the mirror and comb his hair again . The motorcycle was just out of his home, awaiting him for a wonderful ride. After all , it was not a Harley-Davidson but had got enought power . If the weather wasn’t too hot , wearing a leadher jacket could be a good choice. He started the engine of his lovely motorcycle and go forward. ’’ Oh my God , I am not able to guess how much this sweet thing is enjoyable.’’ he murmured . The warm breeze touched his face to get the movement of his small whicle. The trees, cars ,houses and people flowed one by one as he turned the gas. He tought that it had to be freedom, peace and serenity.

No matter what people thought about it, he took himself such a best motorcycle rider in the world. ‘’ Having a motorcycle is realy more exciting and enjoyable than riding a bike ‘’ he said. Suddenly , he noticed his eyes protruding ten inches from their places. Birds started chirping and , the stars are swiming aroud him. There were a few beautiful girls from his high school , walking along the street. His dream could come true. He had to show off his hidden talent of driving a motorcycle in front of this beautiful ladies. Nothing would be loosed if one of them accepted him to hang out. As a bull that was ready to charge the matador, He turned the motor’s gas too much to make noise so that he could take their attention. Three beautiful heads turned to the direction of noise , trying understand what happen. He supposed that everything stand still except the thunder of his vulnerable heart and captivating eyes on their amazed faces. Afterwards, the wonderful scene from a Holywood’s moive was started in accelerating the speed of his motorcyle.By covering the motor’s noice all over the street, he proudly passed the girls.Unfortunately , something unexpected happened to our bold man. How couldn’t he realize this silly slippery sand where was approximately a few inches away from girls. The expectation of falling in love perfectly turned into the reality of falling down. The dropped motorcyle with turning wheels on the ground and loud noise drift towards the one side of street and , he went on the opposite side of it.

With their giggling, he tried standing up and behave as if nothing happened. He was not able to cry or shed the tear in front of girls even thought there were full of pains and minor bruises. The enthusiasm of driving motorcycle seemingly fade away and moroever, he totally lost his charisma. All he could do was that he had to be thankful for not getting a big problem about motorcyle and his health.

Finally , the king of 11 months knocked the door of our houses.It means ' a sweet smiling face , the peace , the relief in heart, the momories coming from childhood and an unconditional love.' Welcome to our cities, streets, shops, houses and daily lifes as well. Right now ,the beam of its powerful goodness is shinning in the eyes of all humanity.

This week is the first start and the sign of fasting days. From dawn to dusk, having food, drinking anythings and sex are forbidden at all. It is a declaration and a scream by yourself ' My Allah (c.c), It is only for you. Under your mercy,I am fasting in this holy Ramadan month.' Althought you are capable of eating foods while getting them in refrigerator and sniffing the smell of them, you don't eat anythings under your willpower.In spide of fact that fasting is only intented for Allah, Of course ,It give us a lot of somethings benificial and also make us acquire good behaviours. First of all, you understand how much we are helpless as human being.It is not possible to figure out the starvation by reading articles or watching the news on television but making practice or just living in what it is written and watched.The feeling of hunger drift you to think of the way you haven’t thought before.A good many important things in your life turn into worthless matter. I have been always sory for the foods thrown away in case people are not able to find enought nourishment in the world. In this hottest and longest days of 2010 year, Ramadan become more meaningful to us if we try getting sympathy and empathy.Whether or not we become aware of , Fast enable our tired stomatch to get a nice rest .No wonder doctors find the ramadan healthy if we haven’t got some of problems.

It is not only related with foods or stomatch but every part of our body refrain from sins. Fast is a sine qua non for Islam , which is one of 5 main rules.Patience is one of the first things if we mention about sacred month.Our prophet said that ‘ if someone try making you angry and say bad things , you should say I am fasting ' Patience also play a big role when the all family is gathered to break the fast for evenning meal called 'iftar '. All of them wait ' call to prayer ' which is called 'ezan 'to break the fast even if they are sitting in front of meals .If you live in a town or a small city, you are able to break your fast with a cannon fire of the ceromony. Ramadan also remind us of sharing.It is just the time you had to donate charity and help the poor people.The big tents are piteched in cities in my country. Rich people share meals with travellers ,resident and migrant worker in this tents after sunset.Muslims read the versus of Koran more than normal days.Mosques are fulled by those who want to pray in the Ramadan.It is realy a wonderful chance to be cleansed of our sins if we pray sincerely. Ramadan , which is found in the lure celender and also start looking to the crescent month , is included a special praying called ' tarawih ' . We finally have to wake up early for overnight meal 'suhur' to get the next fast tomorrow.

Ramadan is not be able to be told by words .You have to live in the heavenly ambience . It is the best kind of tranning for the rest of year. I hope this shower of divine blessing in abundance purifiy the soul and soften our hearts.May this month bring with glad tidings, good cheer.May this holy days appear with unpresetended glory, grace and penitience but conquer the vices of revenge ,rancour and greed.May my Allah (c.c) make this humanitiy an angelic creed and give them lasting peace , new sprouts of faith emerging in our barren heart.

Holiday

Being in holiday is realy a wonderful thing. You are not supposed to do anything and then, probably beautiful nature will wrap all over your tired existence. The mixing of blue and green colours at nature will do its job and hopefully take all of dirty toxin and bad things from your body and soul.

It is said that there is a protective medicine.Before getting illness, we have to take some of measurements and pay attention to our health.Beside having fun in holiday, of course ,the protection of our health should play its role .You are not able to guess how much I missed swimming in the blue sea and walking in the green forest.Indeed, I needed this therapy by emotionally and pyhsically.This holiday also reminded me of something I forget.Under our bustling life, we can't notice even minor beautiful things around us. Magnificent flowers,huge trees, green grass and leaves revealed in my eyes again. I saw the veins of leaf and the different tones of green. The perfect painter exhibited and depicted the work of art with marvellous nature.The echo of bird's squeak came to my ears.The concert of birds and bugs soothed my soul .By closing my eyes and lying on the soft green grass, I also listened to the sound of silence at nature. And, I felt the fresh ear in each of my cells. It was worth sniffing the frangrance of flowers by heaving chest. I had a chance to touch the burgling dogs, bleating sheeps and whinnying horse. I drank quite clear water with my palm as much as I could. Tasting the organic foods was realy a precious gift for me. To be able to eat the tradiotanal meals was the indefinable joy.

I understood that we have to slow down our life.If you expect that you finish all you want, It will be useless ambition.There is a saying ; If Someone has got a gold mountain, he wants second golden mountain. It doesn't mean that we will not work.I see a lot of people running out of streets. They don't become aware of what happen around them. In hurry , they behave as if they tried catching somethings important. Yes, there are a alot of things we have to do before passing away.At the same time , they are not deserved to defer what we want to do .'’ Don't postpone the life . Took a deep breath and look around for a while. Realize how wonderful and beautiful things there are beside bad events. '' After all, we are intented to find hapiness. Who want to be sad if you are not a sadist or a masochist. You can say me that It is quite difficult to find this hapiness. Excuse me , I don't aggree with you. I find the hapiness at the pure face expression of children. I find the hapiness in the relief after helping people. I find the hapiness with my tears while praying to Allah (c.c) for my sins under dark night. I find the hapiness at what I wrote , simple things. Otherwise, we can resort to unwanted means by exaggerating alcohol, gamble, sex etc.

if we omit the hot weather because of global warming , which is a different subject to write, I can say that my holiday was wonderful. By the way , this holiday was not only included in spending healthcare or entertaintment .Culture holiday which is meaning of visiting historical places and museums is one of my favourite activities. Maybe, I can write this topic in my different essay later on .

Worldcup 2010

Since the last worldcup 2006, the exhilaration of football match hasn't came over me too much.After watching Turkiye which became third in the South Korea, I haven't realy found the high level of games in my country.After all , this game is a visual performance which give audience a great pleasure.

Why didn't Turkish national team go to the Sout Africa? It is a quite different from what I want to tell .As you know, this awfully excitement has started on TV again.While slipping your wonderful tea, watching a foatball match in front of television is realy the enourmous enjoyment in eyes. Today, we will be watching the quarter final matchs. There is a point I can't pass witout writing, which cause a last constroversial topic.I don't know if you have watched the match between German and England.England were beaten, 4-1. Hovower, the problem is not about the loss of England.when the score of 1-0, England scored its first goal but referee didn't accept this goal , making all audiance shocked at all.Those who are watching in front of Tv can easly make a decision about this critical position. It is because we could see it on television over and over again and, a scene focused by camera surely made it clear.So, this terrible mistake remind some authorities of a question. Why isn't the last technology be used in at least international tournys?Even thought activating the technological machines at match seem more acceptable, I am not sure whether it could be enought effect.Pls , imagine that not only referees but all players and audience at stadium look at a huge secreen and try making a decision of uncertain positons.Won't it make the referee's job get worse or won't it make match last more longer than old one?Nevertheless, if we know the significance of a goal in this kind of match, It will worth having a try. Maybe, we will get used to control the secreen during the match.

Can you predict which one can be the champion in the worldcup 2010? In fact, the match between Arjantina and Germany is realy an early final.Althought Germany is like our neighbour, I support Arjantina because of ' Maradano who is a big footballer and coach in Arjantine ' If the last match was played between Brazil and German, I would be in favour of Brazil. There is always a special place for Latin American in my heart.Maybe, I want Spain to be a champion beacuse of the fact that my side of being Mediterranean impress me a bit.Okay ,okay , dont get me wrong .I would apploud German team if it won.I have to admit that it deserve a championship.Right now , I want to meantion about the new I watched on televesion on tv. This new realy surprised me that the some of german people are quite interesting. As I have done it before , they predict the match of their team by using in different method. There is a big aquarium included in two different glass box.One of this glass box is covered in german flag and onother one is covered in rival flag.Let us come to the hero of this event.You will never guess that there is a octopus in aquarium which predict the matchs.I should add that there is same foods in two different glass boxes.So, this clever octopus choose one box and eat its food.So far,It has selected the box covered by german flag.If this octopos find the result of match and Germany win a victory in the worldcup, my chin will drop in the face of sweet hero's prediction. What I make me angry in this cup that I have to listen to the sound of vivuzela. It is kind of a traditional trumpet in Sout Africa. Oh my God, how can people put up with extremely bad sound.If the televison put on the mute position, the announcer for matchs can't be listened totally. All we can do is that we must endure the unbearable vivuzela.People are more likely to make a change in their life and cause us to remember something in 2010 worldcup beside matchs. Congrats, They win.

After all this kind of organization is to spread the affection and peace in the world. No matter which team we support, I hope the goodness and happiness can win at the end of this breathtaking games.It is not a true way to despair of the welfare of the world. Without depleting the source of anticipation, Let us eradicate antoganism,hadret and war.The flame of the hope's candle still try lightening in the devilish darkness.

Who are you

It is fairly common question when we want to recognize somebody.Even if this question can easly come out of our mouth, It propbably take us too much time to answer.No matter how much you want to restrain people from asking this question, sooner or later you will encounter this reality in your ongoing life.

Pls, correct me if I am mistaken.Being able to know ourselves is one of most diffucult things in the world.There was a big philosopher (dervis) and poet in my country, which was called 'Yunus Emre'. He said ' if he knows by himself, he knows Allah (God)' Esteemed Yunus put the being awareness and finding out by ourselves to the highest level we all intend to know God. Yunus said again ' Science is to know by yourself. If you dont know by yourself, why do you study ?' It doesn't mean that he underestimated the education at all. To tell the truth, we can't say that all educated people are cultivated and well-behaved one.what we have learned at school are some particul subjects.Nevertheless, everybody accept that a clever and educated one should get moral and ethical values beside learning a lot of lessons and materials as well.I can easly conjure up the way you surprisingly looked at me.If you were close to me, you woud ask me how you couldn't know by yourself.Okay, well, to be honest,we have to find an answer for this questions immediately.why do bad things rapidly spread among us ? Is there a gread deal of painful negative attitude? if not , why do we see a lot of heartbreak around us? Let us stop running away from ourself or try understanding why bad things happen.And then , a magic stick touch the subject.The writer realy can't give up startling himself in the face of opening mysterious curtain with lightning under the thunder.

Of course , there are too much reasons for unpleasent and bad events we come across.But, the subject about this writing is the most important grounds.Although we can easly figure out another's mistakes, our own faults are not be able to be exposed by us.we suppose that we are a perfect person and do all good things whereas some of them are totally bad things.if we became aware of this kind of rubbish and dreadful behaviours, we would never do them in case we are in good intention but not malice.That is just a point I want to tell.We ought to always keep in mind that it takes great effort and much time to understand our flaws.There is a nice story which I wrote it much time.My goal is to refresh our memory even though I have written it before.Once there were a goat and a sheep which were good friends.while walking together, They faced a big river.They both looked for a bridge to cross another side .Unfortunately, there was no any bridges. Finally, they decided to find the nearest sides to jump. Sheep carefully jumped over the river at first.But ,somehow, Goat called to its friend ' Hey , do u know that I see ur butt while jumping '. After a bit of time, Sheep replied by smiling 'Ok,well, you can see my back for a while .But I see yours everytime. ' The moral of this story is that we can easly see another's mistakes but not our flaws.

We will be better off accepting the existance of our errors in advance. Let us cease judging people and go back to fucus on our own realities.Instead of evulating who we are , there is no merit to know who people are too much. If you still go on asking me who I am, I also ask same question by myself and search to find a good answer.

Story4

He was shaken to the core.It was obvious that even one glance at her photo cause him to feel as if all things was complately changed in the shining misty smoke and also was painted in the colour of rainbow.This irrepressable feeling had to be a platonic love or perhaps an unknown illness about heart.

He hadn't got neither the enought power nor the encouragement to tell how much he was helpless at this feeling by looking at her eyes.It was realy ironic that he was accustomed to be complimented on the way he spoke to the crowded people.There was no doubt that he was just kind of one who was good at making speeches and persuading people. Somehow,it didnt work out when he was trying to articulate this indescrabable feeling. Whenever he was brave enought to speak to this beautiful lady, her captivating eyes started melting him totally.Whenever he was trying to express what he want to tell by closing his eyes, her intoxicating smell and soft velvety voice make his tongue stick to his throat. To sum up, every single cells of her beautiful existance ignite the uncontrollable flame over his body with five senses.It was not only the enthusiasm but also being afraid of facing the lose of their friendship. With passing this thin line, everything could be turned into an irrevocable situation.Maybe, the life was realy a risk.He had to make his mind up about choosing between taking the risk of the lose of his friend and going on making friend forever.It seem that he couldn't no longer overcome his pent-up feelings about this precious presence.Overwhelming thoughts inevetibaly wander in his mind and drift him to writhe in agony. It was just on the verge of making a decison which would play a big role in the rest of his life.

What he needed to do was to take a deep breath and control his composure.The pain of his heart was par for the course in the long-term hidden love.With thirsty mouth, he looked for the necessity and the medicine in the desert of her eyes over and over again.How could it also be explained that her eyes sometimes looked as if they were choked in the blue ocean of his eyes. However, there was no one signal to change this mutual conversation of eyes into words out of their mouths.He had been never in favour of drawing melancholy pictures of life at the same time.To be able to see the world in the half full of glass, it gave him an extra boost.After being friend in three years, of course, Man had to be first one who would took a step to dwell on the storm in heart. If he told her up front what happened, everything could be more easier.To be honest, something magic took place in the last three months and, this romantic feeling progressivly increased till the big day he planed on.He had to take all probilities into account and get ready for being declined at all. ' Oh lady , how could you put me in this situation so that I found myself in a predicament ' he said. Whether or not it would be fair, he had to be in charge of whole shebang and , didnt let any silly things mess her friendship up.Furthermore, why did he had to be forced to select one of them , being a darling and losing her friendship.If she easly accepted to lose him, this behaviour would told something to the effect that it was not worth loving her.

The day he would told his more pure and clean feeling about her was realy a candidate of rite of passage.It would be expected too much things if he was lucky enought to get ‘true love’. Because, the appetite in heart need to change the love and, the love of mortal someone was only one of conditions for satisfaction.

Understanding each other

Last day , I understood again that commumicating with people in some condition was realy diffucult.Even though this reality was well known in my background, this happened to me again.On the other hand, beside the issue of understanding each other, I took a few lessons about how we could put away an unnecessary discussion.

Pls, excuse me in advance that I am not clever and wise as much as the specialist giving you the rules of how you can get on well with people.However, at least ,such experience as I tell you can remind us some of our knowladges.In short , while speaking to one of my dear friends,he suddenly claimed that I looked down on him .Oh my God, my last word was 'what ' by dropping my chin.Afer I struggled to convince him of my innocence a long time, he still went on blaming me. it is the last thing I want to hurt any hearts on purpose, let alone humiliate my friend.So, I figured out the fact that it was useless to tell how much I was sory and being misunderstood at all. when everything started getting worse, It could be best choice to run away from this boring and unproductive situation.It is beacuse my feeling started conquering my brain.I was not able to countenace myself pushing in a position of being perceived wrong whereas my thesis was complately true.First of all , One must never lose respect to himself and then expect others to respect in return. A low level argument never cause the goodness and also doesnt work out for me.Maybe , you don’t approve of my sentimental behaviour and ask me why I let myself get bogget down in minor details.Actually, important things are hiden in minor detail. Morever, rather than bring about an irreparable consequence or making a scene, I prefer to calm down

Needless to say, the sentence he accused me of wander in my mind and made me preoccupy for a while.There is a saying in my country.The word is like an arrow out of an arch. After shouting an arrow, It can never be taken back.To put it blunly, a sentence included in two different meaning is realy a big risk.Dealing with someone who can't surely understand what your sentence convey is just a terribly awful nighmare.To be able to comrehend the point of words and sentences, we need enought important elemenents such as knowladges,intellectual curiosity, sensitivity, confidence,the sense of humour, comon sense etc. I tried to explain everything to him, but it came out all wrong.Instead of focusing on the words,the intention must be learned to decide whether they are good or bad. If we omit this magical word 'intention or mean ' - which may well be the case - I am quite sure all conversation turned into a foolish quarrel. At the every incidents we face, our behaviour ,thoughts and feelings shoul be primarily questioned to make progress about personal feautures.Actually, I can’t also pass without clarifying that you are not capable of smoothing over any awkwardness of the situation in an unilateral struggle if we mention about two persons.As far as I remember that he didn’t look sad.Let us assume that he had got even a big problem, was he right to vent his temper on me? This kind of attitude dont help him solve any problems but accelarate to make mistakes in his life. As you know, sometimes, the words become weak and meaningless.No matter how much you know , you can only know as much as one you have already spoken.The time is always a good medicine.In the diffuculties of life, time is the best teacher and also mold human into good shape and character as well.

Pls dont get me wrong. I haven’t trouble with my friend as much as you guess.This event between us lasted about 15 minutes and then it came to an end when I exited from the room.In fact, I have to admit that assessing this issue took much time for me.I have never regret spending much time and never been feed up with examaning the relation between people.Because, that is only one way we can improve our personality.

Avatar

I am not able to belive that I missed the most exciting movie to watch in the three dimension at the cinema. Whenever I wanted to watch it, somehow, something unexpected happened to me. Hence, this thrilling activity was reluctantly put off and , of course, it couldn't be helped.

You can easly guess that I mentioned about Avatar movie advised by all authorities. Unfortunately, I couldn't find any cinemas to see this latest hit movie at this weekend.Finally, one of my friends felt sory for my condition and then lend me a Cd. As you know, watching a movie on televison or computer is never as ell as watching it at the cinema. Moreover, three dimensional capability, audio system and a huge secreen are not questionable when it come to compare the cinema with another visual devices.On the other hand, I must be grateful to my friend because of fact that watching cd is better than missing this marvellous film. By the way, pls dont forget that there is something such as a home theatre which almost make you feel like you were at the cinema. whether or not it woul be true if you haven't watched it yet. But, I want to write some of my comments.This movie is realy worth watching even though it take you at least three hours.In an article which I don't remember where I read, It declared that Avatar was the best one on the technical and visual affect at the last decade years.Indeed, what I saw corroborate this words. Without any breath, this fictional perfect show fascinated me and, it was be a noteworthy entertainment at this weekend either.

You have been more likely to hear how much it is technical and surprisingly quality at the computer animation and three dimensioanal area. Nevertheless, I dont want this writing to convey this subject.It is just because my job isn't neither a specialist in movies nor a writer in a newspaper.What I want to to tell is that the film interestingly show us some stuff of relegious field. For instance, How could the view of Avatar be created in this intriguing movie? They look like a horse if you look at their face and at least three times taller than a human with a long tail.In the real world, an intelligent creature betwen a human and animal can not be found by somone who contend that their ancestor were monkeys.Besides the view of Avatar, People can transform their brain and memories into the an Avatar's body. I mean People were physically in Avatar but a human in mentality. Indeed, This trasformation in moive support someone who beleive to get a life in different body again after death. At the end of moive, a lot of birds help Avatar make their powerful enemies beaten in a war.There is a same story in holy Koran which is generally told to give a lesson for mankind.

I hope you dont get me wrong. There is no intention of criticizing the way written like this. If I were a director in a movie, I would be inspired by material I had read or the event I had encountered before. This talented man, who is the director of Avatar movie, has not only thought of the scenario but also make the audience force to dwell or brood on what was happed.For this reason, fictional movies and novels attract many people.Would you like to write me about your idea if you watched this movie in 3D style at the cinema?

The train

In a hurry, he had to go out of his office to attain the last train. Being punctual was surely one of his main personalities, let alone missing train.Seing that something important happened in his work, his remarkable feauture was about to be postponed in the face of emyty train station.

He was trying to take contol of his breath when he arrived at the station. It had to be his lucky day.With her smiling face, the beautiful lady, who sold tickets, asked him if he bought a lottery ticket instead of one.As a matter of fact that the technological modern train was never expected to be late , albeit conventional trains. He finally took deep breath to find his armchair when the train was moving slowly. All cells of his body told him that a sweet holiday was absolutely necessary. After wearing year in the business life, It was definitely deserving of staying away what he had done and his usual environtment.He pondered over the condition of working life in his country for a while.No matter how much you could stand up for your right, after all, you had to obey the law or the order of your lovely boss.Never mind about finding the solution of hard working, he didn't even convince himself of the fact that the extra cash wasn't worth being took on too much work.It couldn't change the reality that the rich men was unable to buy the hapiness or some of privileged time they had omitted before but had to live.By listening to the sound of control panel, He was distracted from brooding on overwork. He realy didn't suppose that a simple ' beep' sound of control panel on the back of armchair made him goose bump at all over his body.

The driver had to open the energery of this wonderful technical device.It was unbelievably included in two different machines.One of them was an extra ordinary television you could watch a lot of channels beside thousand videos saved in its memory.The second one was a perfect computer which could connect the internet by online.He ordered a dinner service from the list on the secreen by choosing the computer option and putting his credit cart in its socket.Prepayment did work out well for him because of being able to eat his meal just one hour later or whenever he wanted at restaurant wagon.It was not still night and, he could see the outside of train from windows.On the other hand, how could it be took place when the train was as fast as an airplane.What he could see from window was passing him such a race car and, this inevitably make him nauseous.So, he paid attention to what happen in the train.There were an old couple cuddling each other next to him as if they were on honeymoon period. He looked at them admiringly to notice the hapiness and the peace on their faces.There was also a student in front of him. She was probably in examanination term so that books never moved on her hands.It would not be fair if he didn't take care of little girl who was trying to walk along the hall of this luxurious wagon.Finally, his little boy living his heart found his partner to play a simple game. He whispered himself '' I wish I could come back to my childhood and be a boy as little as this cute girl even for a moment.’’

The full of families and passengers cheerfully continued their journey on the wagon of this precious train.He was happy to get the awareness of ongoing life at this moving room.’’ In fact, wasn't the world such a train ‘‘ he asked himself. The roles were same, but players were different.People had been started travelling to an unknown future.With the ' beep ' sound of the control panel, He startled again and come back to the life.It was the time he had to leave the wagon to eat dinner.

Tulip

Today, I wake up early in the morning.It is obvious that the weather become warm and the Sun start showing it's face again.The spring paint flowers, grass and tress with a lot of colours.Nobady claim that this change doesn’t affect the emotion of human.

It is just the time I had to mention about the flowers.If somebody want to go out in my country, flowers will probably say you ' welcome ' with their smiling face.Even if it is just not good enough, gardening and feeding flowers are increasingly becoming more popular.Some of ancestry forgotten tradition and habit finally come back to make our life additional meaning.If we want to tell one of them in term of flowers, it is not possible to pass the Tulip.This noble flower always impress me too much , which drifts me a magical land.As a sign of coming spring season, tulips fill most of gardens and streets.You are not able to be aware of how you spend your time while watching their gorgeous colourful show.With my friends, I visited a park at weekend where there are a lot of wonderful tulips. I am likely to tell you wrong. It was not just a park but an unbelieavable paradise.As you know, there is something you can't describe with your weak words. Althought my friends have advised me to go there, I found what they said was exaggerated at all. When looking at the admirition of my face in the park , they unintentionally laughted at me. If you turn your head on the left side, a group of hundreds yellow tulips appear in the eyes of visitor.If you look at another side, yellow tulips turned into red tulips.You can see nearly all kind of colours of tulips.

I have to thank my old ancestor for giving us this beautiful flower .The tulip was known as the symbol of belief for Allah in the Ottoman Empire.Families in this empire grew a lot of tulips in their garden.You can easly notice that tulip figures drawn on tiles were used in the historical mosques.Each onions of tulip were sold in extra high cost.In the face of many wars, tulip started losing its value at the end of Ottoman Empire. In the last ten years, Indeed, tulip want to find it’s old place between Turkish people.Nevertheless, It went to Holland from Ottoman , tulip in my country isn’t still as important as in Holland. Our own customs about tulip have to be created again in turism sector.I don’t realy deny that a lot of photos of tulips are taken and then present them at the some of sites over the net. However, It would be better if an international organization was arranged in a lot competitions about photos ,videos, pictures and another art of tulips.Indeed , I am not able to understand why we dont exhibit our own values and historical places to the world. It absolutely merit more serious attention and make effort to come back again to it’s deserving glory place.

Tulip is to love all of created things, environtments. I am quite sure that if someone like flowers and tulip, he /she can’t do bad things on purpose. Bear in mind that the love of tulip gives human a lot of good behaviours besides the love . Do you know anything we need more than love? To sum up, we have to give enough importance about tulips and teach the love of them to our next generation.

Story3

In the dark night,he was listening to the silence of this city and watching the shadow of unpredictable things.His eyes focused on the same direction as if they read some of exciting pages in the best-seller novel.Maybe ,the reality of life would play it's role on the fateful secreen to tell what was going on.

The ache of heart covered all of his body.The old memories had to be vanished in his vulnerable brain.He felt like that his body was divided into two parts.The sudden light from a brigh star appeared on the his left side. All things he could see started fading away in the misty air.It was not possible to keep his compusure and stop shivering his body while the laugh of worthless and contemptible woman filled his room.By holding a red apple, her temptation couldn't be denial at the same time.He was not ready to sell his soul.To be able to conquer the peak of Everest mountain, the endless desires had to help his appetite.There were alot of eyes shining and opening widely while a lot of golden money was dropped to the ground.It was pitty that his starvation still continued even if there was anything he couldn't bought.Somehow, the silence of this dark night was broken by the thunder.The thin laugh of witch and the sound of lightning were mixing in his gloomy room.what was it to put an end of his hunger? His chest was not able to move anymore to lose the control of his poor existance.He had to leave this awfully dreadful environtment to get the fresh air as soon as possible.And then , his loneliness became a company of the raining at the center of dark street.The sky had to show it's mercy so that his tears finally joined the water of nature.

The rainning continued all night.By getting warm and holy bath, he felt like all of his dress and dirty body was be cleaned at all.Each drops took the each of painful thoughts wandering in his brain.Maybe, the powerful words whispered by his lip all night and his precious tears helped him clean what he didn't want.The sun slowly rises in the east and start making his frozen body heat.when dawn broke, all of black disgusting shadows were swallowed one by one in a miraculous tunnel.In fact, it lasted a long time to pass this extremely diffucult examination.Enveriontment was slowly changing to show it's beauty again.Afterwards,he found himself in the center of an unbelievable field which full of daisies,violets,jasmines and roses. His face looked happy to sniff the rich fragrance of this garden flower.As a statue, he unconsciously listened to the concert of nightingales.There were no any clues about being afraid of hungriness from his face.Indeed, he complately turned into a different man.Howover, he also thought of the fact that almost his life was spent in vain.In his eyes, they were not worthy things he had valued before.After his long journey and exciting adventure , he could finally see the beginning of wisdom's way.

The observer has affected the ongoing life in quantum theory. He come back in essensial presence and didn't battle with this reality.Possession and the attractive desires of world can’t be ignored at all.On the another hand, those , who is trying to satisfy their appetite by eating stone , doesnt become aware of why they have been created.

Adaptation

I haven't felt well on monday since I was a student.It seem that this feeling doesn't only belong to me.When you get up early at the beginning of new week, you will absolutely not make effort to see a lot of sullen faces.

Of course, people are never expected to get a grin face on monday.Instead of working, Mankind is liable to ly on the bed . At least, I feel like sleeping all day if we mention about monday's morning.You are not able to guess how sweet a bit of sleeping time is if you know that you have to wake up in the morning.It prove me that there is an adaptation problem to start a new week and working time.Even a few days on the weekend make my metabolism slow down so that I can keep away from the bustling and stressful life.For this reason, being able to adapt myself to new week seem so diffucult.If I said I had got a massive depression on monday , you would say me I exaggareted this issue.Is there anybody who can easly spend the time on monday.The answer must be ' yes ' if you also spend ur weekend appropriately.Excuse me, my last sentence practicaly doesn't take place at weekend.First of all, I have to go out of the routine working day if I want to feel that weekend is a holiday to rest.In fact , when the week come to the end, I need forgeting all of working life and making fun as well.It is also ironic that this necessity cause my body tired in different way. So, we come to the classical truth again that the egg exit from the hen or the hen exit from the egg.
Nowdays, I have beeen so tired because of the fact that I am getting older.Maybe , it will be good if I change my resting and entertaintment style. As keeping same rule in everything,I should take a blanced way but avoid the extreme things.However,There are an enourmous number of paremeters playing our own life even if you pay attention to how you should live.In Turkiye, we faced one of them on Sunday .It is anounced in all of tv channels and radios that we will pass summer time.Oh my Goodness, while I am not able to deal with the adaptation of new week, an extra trouble will occur in my all next week.What we have to do is that we will change our clock to add one hour.Occording to authorities,owing to this change , we will save more energy and also use more daylight in the summer. For instance , adding one hour means that when it is 7 o'clock at the previous winter time, it shows 8 o'clock. I am quite sure that you can easly guess how it is diffucult when we get up in the morning at new time system.Because , not only does watchs affect the time but also body's time.Althought we are not conscious of the fact that everything is related with body's time in our life , we will do most of things one hour before.At least , in my country, we will get up or go to the bed early untill we are accustomed to live a life in the new time system.

I dont know how much time it can last for adaptation.what I know is that there is no any means instead of obeying government's rules. The mixture of both the beginning of week and the adaptation of new time system realy gave me a wonderful monday at this week.To protect myself against insomnia and headache problem, I shoud focus on the clock in harmony with biological body's time.

The Spring

I can't believe my eyes.Finally , spring says us ' hello ' with the smiling face. Somehow, the begining of spring season always drifts me in deep thoughts.The miracle of nature will start playing its role and paint all over our country and also the world in the green colour.

Pls, dont get me wrong.I never complain that the winter is terribly bad.For a long time ago , I have learned that I should relish each of seconds in the life.What I am afarid of the fact that I am not able to take control of the time.When getting older and older , you feel like the time turn into a race in 100 metre.It seem that year become such a month.So , What I am trying to tell you that I am not realy expected this season too early.If we look at what I told in diffent approach, you understand that you will certanly be an old man and reach an avoidable end.Yesterday , while I was driving my car , I was listening to a program on radio.This program was about how we could be a young person as long as we can .Of course , I am not an expert in cosmetic section or field.Without any doubts, I am not interested in this subject too much. I turned on the the radio spontaneously and faced this program.Rather than the knowlages about make-up, One of her explanation took my attention. She said that 'if you want to be a young one , don’t think about the death and on the contrary, imagine a life forever.' I think she was also not a good psychotherapist or she passed the different area for her job.

Surrealistic thoughts can easly cause a lot of painful problems.How can we human ignore what she said even if we meet it a lot of times in the life.In my opinion , most of good behaviours will be absolutely acquired a lot and, we will also keep away from some of bad things if we think about the death time to time.Pls , imagine that you have got only a few days to pass away.I am sure that we would not be capable of breaking any hearts on this condition.We could see that a lot of important things would become meaningless. If a life can’t be guaranteed at tommorrow, what is the point to get full of stressful life style , hadret , overwhelming ambition, humilating, betrayal and so on .Pls dont say me all of what I wrote are not related with being a young one.Of course , It doesnt mean that we should totatly give up working or live your life at an isolated island. Keeping a blanced way is generally a wonderful choice to have a nice life.That is why we have to work as if we will never die and , we have to be ready as if we will die tomorrow.

To sum up , the awareness of being death keep our legs on the ground as opposed to living a life in crazy way and forget the some of unavoidable realities. I am sad for atheist not to belive a life after death. Because , what I wrote in this article give them pain.Even if they are trying to ignore the reality of death , this never help them find out how to be a young one. The spring just play it’s role at this point.The nature will start exposing it’s green existance and be refreshed in the spring after a long of time in the winter sleeping. I wish you the full of the joys of spring.